Or was Darkness just blowing smoke?

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    4 days ago

    Damn it! That is a pretty good measure for maturity. Do you have the self awareness and experience to regret your youthful dreams?

    I certainly do. I fixated on car culture at 15. I didn’t know I enjoy being a Maker most, or that applied science is the field of the ultimate Maker demigods. If I could go back and explain this to myself, it would likely be deeply fulfilling.

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        3 days ago

        I only barely survived a crash with two cars while riding a bicycle to work. My spine is all messed up and it appears unfixable. I’m professionally incompetent due to the deeply unstable sleep patterns. Sleeping remedies cause inactivity that create further problems. I am the undead trapped in limbo.