Watching a person’s eyes slowly glaze over while you talk but you’re in too deep and there’s no way to wrap it up quickly
I have had this experience in the strangest places. For example, I’ve been paid to talk to someone about their own business and have had this moment. I have had people do this for very surface level jargon (and I’m sure they didn’t need to understand) to tell a joke. I feel like I’m self conscious about this to a fault and it’s still a common occurrence.
No I mostly just don’t talk about anything that interests me anymore because of how poorly people treat me when I get too excited about it
That’s a big mood.
I still have to stop every so often to ask my partners if I’m annoying them when I let myself info dump. Luckily, they’re all just as ND as me, so they have no problem with it.
I’ve never had anyone like that in my life. Even online.
Often times I stop myself from even pursuing or thinking about my interests because it seems pointless to do everything devoid of the context of other people
Well, feel free to info dump to me, comrade! I love hearing people talk passionately about their interests, even if I know nothing about them!
Maybe I’ll take you up on that sometime
So who wants to talk about mechanical keyboards, horror movies, and socialist theory??? Anyone? No…?
I don’t know all that much about mechanical keyboards, but I’d love to learn! (although it’s not a hobby I can really afford lol) And horror movies aren’t really my thing, but I love discussing theory!
Split ergo column stagger is the way to go imo. ColemakDH is way better than QWERTY, and I won’t even pretend otherwise.
I’m almost done with Reform or Revolution but it might be worth a reread because main thing I am getting out of it is that Luxemburg really didn’t seem to like Bernstein lol. I am actually going back over a few that I’ve read in audiobook format while driving. Gonna finish up Principles(second time) and then go back through State and Rev. I wanna finish this year out with a few more ML focused texts and then next year work through some Anarchy and Syndicalist stuff along with some leftist Christian stuff because even though I’m an atheist, I still find deconstruction interesting and like seeing Christians become comrades on the other side lol. Also at some point I wanna dig into Critical Theory, Feminist Theory and see how they relate to Marxism. Phew…