Trans Girly, low level programmer, amateur chemist, self aware drug (ab)user.

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Cake day: June 15th, 2023

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  • honestly, I would say there is some “hard drugs” I take which are alot more harmless than alcohol, I know people always think our staple drugs are safe, but trust me, I have nearly died because I swallowed a dozen caffeine pills in an manic-episode

    my reason for saying amphetamine made me friendships is that it makes me feel more like myself, I can think better not worse, Im confident and enpathic, it quite honestly seams like the reason Im not alone currently

    don’t know about cannabis as it has not worked for me this far regardless of how fat the joints I smoke are, but I think that sounds like a good and safe idea!


  • BAD HARMREDUCTION ADVICE:

    uiy, I feel like If I give you my honest opinon I might do alot of harm but I was in a very similar spot that you were a year or so ago, I used to have alot of issues socializing because I was afraid and didn’t have the convidence to say the things on my mind and I couldn’t process well enough

    unless you are injecting highly contaminated drugs you shouldn’t be doing significant damage to yourself, some stimulants have strong cardiovascular effects you should be aware of especially if you are in danger of having a stroke(like me)

    something which really just helped me was taking very controlled amounts of prescription amphetamine since I have ADHD, it helped me form friendships that today I could not do without

    but I want to warn you, while most drugs are not as harmful as they are depicted as in the media and so on, you don’t want to reach a state where you are permanently chasing a high which you already are not able to feel anymore because you abused your substance of choice for too long, just slighly amp your life up and don’t even think you can be in euphoria for the rest of your life if you just keep using











  • well besides it being a bad way to convice somebody

    for me, it is not about wanting to and its not about childhood(I am an adult and I still strugle + am told what a awful person I am for wasting food), I have a small selection of gland foods I can eat in comfort, everything else is unbearable to eat, I don’t refuse food because I don’t want to be nice and just eat up, I refuse because It is painful to do and might vomit it all back up again