good_girl [she/her, they/them]

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Cake day: August 15th, 2023

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  • There was that time I was watching the Ghost in the Shell anime for the first time as a tween and consciously “Man I wish cybernetic bodies were real so I could become a girl. I don’t know what I’d do with it though.” clueless

    There was that other time I discovered my

    genital talk

    perineal rathe and basically prayed that my parents wanted a boy so badly that they’d given me GRS and that maybe I’d be able to “detransition.” (though i didn’t have the words for this at the time)


    And then as an adult I got to know someone through an MMO and

    depressing rant? idk

    when a mutual friend joked about me being their “waifu” they clearly reacted positively and though I was too closed off at the time to show it, the idea made me happy. I eventually developed feelings for them but I was afraid of being in another long distance relationship and though I never opened myself up to them in that way, a recurring fantasy at the time was that we could eventually meet up and “swap bodies.” (He came out as a trans guy after we grew apart but at the time he showed clear disdain for femininity in himself and I guess i subconsciously picked up on that.)