Like watching a movie you already watched? Having no perceived control over one’s actions?

Yea that’s called depersonalization…

Sometimes yes, and I tend to get deja vu very often, occasionally its even recursive where I’m having deja vu of having deja vu.

Sometimes I get a profound sense my life is shit like it always were, but a different shit, not the same every time.

they say that the sense of ‘deja-vu’ you get is your brain incorrectly writing ‘timestamps’ relating to memories. so, theres a valid scientific reason why we get those feelings.

Happened before in general? Or specially to me? Everything as is exactly everything or just general things (getting up, working, …)?

So many options that mean entirely different things.

All that I wanted were things I had before.

All that I needed, I never needed more.

All of my questions were answers to my sins.

All of my endings were waiting to begin.

I imagine there are very few truly unique experiences in this life and that someone has likely been through exactly what you’re going through in a different time and place.

There’s nothing new under the sun

the last didn’t go anywhere

It happens.