Spent the last two years basically wasted. Surprisingly have moved up a lot in my life in that time, something to be said about the functional alcoholic.
I’m making this post because I feel like fucking hell, and I’m tired and it’s like every good feeling has been replaced by dog shit.
But I’m not like craving booze right now and so I guess I’m sort of not dependent on it at the moment. I’ve been active too, going to shows and parties and such. They’ve been dramatically less fun, but at least I’m not holed up and away from society like every other time I’ve tried to get off the sauce.
That’s nifty.
Probably will have a drink sometime soon, whatever. Just nice to prove I don’t actually HAVE to drink I guess.
Good for you. That is huge. That’s cool you are keeping doing things. That was and is a hard one for me but I would feel a lot better than not doing things. Substances work until they don’t. Not sustainable IME.