I’ve been smoking weed half my life, though in the past 5-6 years it definitely increased now that i work at home. I also used to sell it so I would always have a decent amount on me.

It started to feel more like a compulsion instead of just getting high. I would pack the bong and smoke it and be like, “why did i do that”. Plus my tolerance is way too high, Ill rip an infused joint and not feel much, making me question myself more.

I don’t drink much. Ill get a 6 pack every other month maybe and then when it’s gone i don’t get more for awhile. So i decided to test myself: I just wasn’t going to buy weed when I ran out. I was going to try and treat it like a 6 pack. It’s been 5 days no weed which is probably the longest break I’ve had in a decade.

Anyways if i can do it you can too, and i appreciate your support. Love you Hexes.

  • usernamesaredifficul [he/him]@hexbear.net
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    1 year ago

    I had roommates who had a similar problem and in their case it only got really bad once they started replacing their stash whenever it ran out. With them it got to the point that they had no appetite sober and couldn’t sleep without getting high first (I wasn’t super pleased with that because the nightly routine of cover up the smoke detector, smoke and then pass out had it’s safety issues)